You have mixed emotions, fulfillment & a sense of internal comfort. You never know what tomorrow holds up for you. It's always tricky as for what's hidden under its sleeves. We live in the 21st century, times change from what it used to be and sure do people transfigure. To the worse? Or the better? Well, I can't personally answer that but, most probably could say people are not like what they used to be. Let me make this subject clear for you, as you might think my opening lines are all over the place. What I'm trying to say here is that you don’t really know what tomorrow has for you. You might be single today & be newly committed to someone the next day. You might be heart broken today & find a new life fulfilling activity the next day. You might be poor tonight & rich the next day, where it shouldn’t always be the richness in materialism but richness in self worth or education or any other aspect in life.
Richness of the mind is essential & so is self worth, they work in parallel. Yet, you could have one of each & be just superior. Sometimes I lay in bed & my brain starts going into all sorts of zones. I think about why we end-up that way, we used to be best friends. Why can't I find that one person that I could talk to always & never feel judged? Where am I going to be in ten years of time? Will I still be single? Will we still be together? Etc.
You never know what tomorrow holds for you. Your life might take a 180 degree change in a matter of seconds sometimes. You just never know, & that’s the exciting part about life, it has that mystery attached to it. I have this overwhelmed feeling right now, just as I'm writing you this piece. A beautiful state of mind, where you feel something indescribable. Most of you probably went into these states of mind & zones where you just think & think & think whether it's in regards to something important & sometimes for the sake of thinking. I hope I'm making sense here. But to be honest I've never felt this way since the 10th of the 10th 2010. That beautiful feeling of waking up knowing you have someone to wake up for & someone at the end of the day. I sure missed that feeling it's been way too long. I will try my very best to hold on to that feeling & make everything work just the way we want it to work. We are born as "lone" creatures into this vast world. The word "lone" means single or one entity. We sure can't live it alone & nor can we try to pretend that it's fine to be lone. God plays in a mysterious way, you'd always be surprised & you'll never know what hit you until it hits you. & I shall feel sorry for those who had the opportunity for everything beyond beautiful & simply kicked it away. You'll always be alone & miserable because when life gives you someone precious you don’t simply play them for a fool. You should try & think about this, we are not a lone creatures why are you? Why should you choose to be alone? Yes I know that in the world today most are not serious & do not really know what they're looking for. What a mess, but oh well you can't just join that mess, you should rise with your individuality & know yourself. Knowing what you are as a person & what you're looking for by its self puts you in a beautiful state of mind.
Richness of the mind is essential & so is self worth, so try to achieve that as step one. & when your ready life will unfold its sleeves & give you that special someone you've always waited for. You can then invest all your emotions into that person who gives you butterflies every time they cross your mind. We need each other to survive in this world. We can't live alone even though we were born that way. We are all different but there is someone out there that makes each of us feels complete with one another. In other words, we need that special him/her that would make you feel what I am feeling right now, that beautiful state of mind of feeling complete & fulfilled. I am blessed.
Are you blessed?